All I can say is hmmm....

As many of you may have noticed, recently I have been contemplating exactly where it is I should go from here. I once again feel as though there is something better for me out there and it is time to move on, but the question is, what? My biggest concern is that I am not terribly passionate about much in the way of work and jobs and it scares me. I do still enjoy the theatre life but not as much as I did when I first started. I remember being so excited and motivated to go to work every day. It was something new and kinda scary. I have also been thinking that perhaps I should get up and start my day earlier. I feel that if I do that I may have more of a sense of accomplishment by the time the day is over.
Something else I have actually been thinking about a lot after the bug was put in my ear is that perhaps I should try and go to school. Rather it be for stage management or graphic design or computer hardware (I name those because they are the most likely and what I am interested in right now.) I just feel like I am in a rut and maybe the best idea is to stop trying so desperately to escape from it and just let whatever is in the plan for me next just happen. Okay, let me clarify. I am not laying down. I am not giving up. I am not being lazy. But sometimes the best things happen to you when you least expect them. I mean, thats what happened with my current job. I wasn't expecting it and I ended up with a great job and place to live and on top of that met the girl who stole my heart! Ya know, even though I may not be as passionate as I was before, I am going to be just fine. As long as I push on and don't give up, something good is going to happen. I will go forward from here.
Finally, on a not so serious topic, I am looking for ways to spice up my blog a little, either with different sections about whatever, or different colors or layout. If anyone has ideas, please tell me! As one good thing, I am getting the creative itch again...